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a lot of things happened when i was there eight months ago. if i had the chance, would i still go there again even if i know it might trigger me again?
definitely yes.
i dont know, as bad as how things were before, london still has a special place in my heart. it gives me peace and being there makes me appreciate life even more. the parks there are a few of my safe places. and what makes me love london more is the fact that i've had bad experience(s) there, which makes me realise that london is not always a 'fantasy-or-heaven-on-earth' kind of place. which i think is fair, at least people wouldn't think that im too biased just because everything is "perfect" there.
but i am not gonna lie that at one point, i hated london so so much. i hated it till i reached the point where i didn't even want to think about it anymore. i was so desperate, wanting to fly back to malaysia and just be away from it. i've faced a few situations where i was discriminated for the way i dress and prolly for my religion too. and that's okay because i learned a lot from that.
idk what im writing honestly but bottom line is, i miss london and the safe places there. i just miss sitting under the big trees and listen to good musics while reading some books or colouring. i miss my costa coffee and hot chocolate too tsk. take me back pleaseeeeee
idk what im writing honestly but bottom line is, i miss london and the safe places there. i just miss sitting under the big trees and listen to good musics while reading some books or colouring. i miss my costa coffee and hot chocolate too tsk. take me back pleaseeeeee
