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still don't know what's happening, still figuring things out. still lost
it feels like living in a dead body. no emotions, always forcing myself to do my assignments and study; which i dont really know why. people would say it's for my future, but honestly, is there even hope for the future
all the flashbacks are getting stronger and i cant snap myself out of it. all the nightmares, the cycle goes on. everyday i see those stuff, haunting me till the point ive become so numb to it
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been trying to get up on my feet again but i feel like this is just too hard