Dear Mom,
today marks the 4th year since your passing and it's also the fifth of Syawal. every year my heart will always feel heavy on 19th June. and since eid came early this year, i had some sort of mixed feelings celebrating it. one it being quite near to the saddest day of my life. but this raya felt so different than the previous ones. it was the first eid that i felt at ease; after your passing. i know words can't describe the pain that was felt by me and my family. but us being here for each other, really makes a different. i hope you are happy looking at us, mak.
i'm posting these raya pictures now, wishing you could see how happy everyone was on that day. after all, we made a promise to take care of each other. i hope you're doing well, mak.
4 years of suffering, of being strong & yet nothing could beat the pain of us, missing you.
Al-Fatihah.
