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heaviest month so far. everything felt so heavy and hard, and if i could describe the month using one word, it'll be darkness. because everyday seemed so dark and scary. no matter what i do, at the end of the day i'd fall into the same dark pit again. it was full of tears, pain and blood; one of the stupidest thing that i've done in my life so far. don't know whether i'll be able to forgive myself for doing that. but i do want to get better.
"it'll get better", they said.
