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i think i've reached the phase where all the emotions went crazy and literally feel like i was in a roller coaster ride. first week of this month was my mid-sem break so i occupied my time with assignments. there few times where i had bad breakdowns for four to five days straight and that made me feel so tired and drained most of the time. apart from that, i also went out and spent time with my friends too and their presences helped a lot. i also lost a high school friend of mine on the 9th due to a hit-and-run accident. god knows how messed up i was that night and due to my bad condition, i spent rm100 within the same week because i forgot//left my keys inside my room hah. i honestly think april was the worst month so far. well, not really; idk. although i was really affected with the loss, somehow it made me want to appreciate my friends even more, because really, you'll never know what's going to happen next. and i felt that more towards my uni friends - god knows why. and just when i thought it was over, i fell sick and my condition got bad again; mentally and physically. & because of this, i had to skip my classes for almost two weeks. to you, if this is what you want, then congrats i guess?
