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still coping, still sad, still trying. i had a breakdown on the day before my exam paper, it was the same thing all over again and i was really scared that i might fail again. forced myself to study and i didnt get to sleep at all that night. i went to take my exam and feeling so tired afterwards. but luckily i got to spend my time with my friends before i go back later that night. although i didnt say anything or open up to them, it felt good to be with someone that i'm comfortable with. the next day was hari raya, and if you read my previous post, then you'd know how i felt that day. it was worth it, i guess? then i went back with the normal routine, suppressing.
