Heres to the time where I feel like I'm all alone in this entire world. Where I thought that the one that I can count on didn't even give a shit on me anymore. The time where everyone is busy with their own 'work'. The time where I feel like going out all the time and avoiding myself for being alone. The time where I feel disgusted with myself. Its the time where I feel suffocated with my own feelings and thoughts, where all the 'what if' and 'if only' struck in my mind. I feel like I'm at the lowest point of my life but I cant do anything because it is too late to give up. And probably the best time to cry my eyeballs out. 

But then I realized something. This is the perfect time for me to turn back to Him.