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4.09am and i cant sleep because of these intrusive thoughts and anxiety, not knowing what to expect next. it seems like other platforms arent safe anymore. i dont want to keep disappoint myself by putting hope on others and counting on them. and me in this state, i know it can be really toxic and i dont want to risk it and lose other people as well. it's tough but i have to do this on my own. sooner or later, i'll have to get by.
i just hope it gets better
